Thursday, May 29, 2008

Unexpected.

So far my holidays are unexpectingly BORING! it's like the same thing everyday. so far. so can't wait for next week. seriously. at least going out you know ;)
haven't started on homework still. screw it!


Listening to songs. normal stuff. again. I wish that right now, mom and dad would just ask us to go to some funfair. if there is any. or just go out to buy some cotton candy and chips to munch on. I'm craving for apple dipped in chocolate.


I always feel like eating nowadays. now I have durian to eat. just had banana and now durian. sighs. yea, my holidays are just eating. shieshh.


And I feel damn bad. suppose to go for a gathering with my primary friends. but. but there was some misunderstanding. I thought it was going to be next week. but it was TODAY! mothereff!
I feel so guilty. I'm beginning to feel like I'm not a good friend.
the kind of person whom I always hated since young.
the kind of person I would never want to be.

but things are changing. people change. I know I did. gawd. I hate myself for being like this. even now. all emo-ing. but I really do feel bad.

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