Tomorrow will be the day where we present our History Alive project. dang it. I don't feel prepared one bit. shyet. in front of Dr. Rizal some more. and Pn Farah and Pn Sapura and...bla bla bla. sheeiishhh! die lar! urggh!
According to Yeong Shin, we're the last group to present. in a way good but in a way not good. don't get what I mean either so yea. deal with it. so stressed. I'm balding like massive. seriously this is no fagging joke.
I feel like I've changed a lot. ever since I was in form 1. like really a lot.
I'm no longer the nice little kid who only smiles at others' comments. I actually have this revengeful feel inside of me which is growing fast. I don't know why. I hate being the kind of person I'm becoming. I don't wanna change. but I guess this is life.
I'm always having this pms-ing mood now and then. it's so annoying. even I get irritated at myself times. once again, maybe it's all thanks to the ever-so-piling-up stress I've been getting. what's the cause, I really have no blardy idea.
See, I just pms-ed. argghh! I'm so annoyed, angry and irritated at myself :'(
note to those who've known me for ages. please do tell me in what sense I've changed. I really wanna know. I don't even mind if it's hurtful or anything. just tell me kay :)
lotsa love.
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