Friday, July 11, 2008

A screwed up person.

I have a really strong feeling that I won't be able to get through auditions. I screwed like entirely. I really really truly want to get in that you guys have no idea how much I want it. it's like a new thing for me to try out and yet I messed up this opportunity. shit.


I think my brother will make it. not much guys. and he did well.


I want in. if I didn't get in I will seriously cry for at least a whole night.
I don't even mind one small part :(
Please???


This year is one screwed up year. everything is not going to how I want it.
I'm slacking in my studies.
My results are going down the drain.
I feel that I'm not doing well as a prefect.
I don't finish my homework in time.
Recently missed a chance to get my CAS awards.
And just like 2 hours ago, I totally screwed up my audition.

Need I say more?

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