Halloween.

I have failed to put up a Halloween header. damn it. haha. oh well, just came back from handball. we're having a match tomorrow. it's beach handball :D it'll be different. cool. can't wait to try it out.


Yesterday was Halloween. fun. but I was practically sleep walking! so bloody tired. the aches of my muscles from netball have not cured yet. and to think that tomorrow I'm going for another match. oh dear.
Lots of people participated this year though. like really. more of the adults joined too :)


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I think I'm invisible now, it's like I'm left alone. I admit I'm anti-social, but if you know me better then I'll show you a total different side of me.

The thing is, I'm not being myself. I always just wanted to show off what-so-ever I'm doing just to get attention. and that sucks. coz I finally realized and got the taste of how it feels. yea. stupid me.

I miss the tom-boy me. sighs. it's hard to be a girly girl. prolly coz of my envy towards those people who are naturally girl-like that made me not me. yea.