Trust.

I need to trust people more. which is hard. coz they let me down a few times.


I have to get myself to not think about the negatives. but I couldn't help it coz it seemed that what I thought about was true.


I've been screwing up my school life ever since exams are over. especially over prefect things.
1. never wore the blazer on Monday although there was no formal assembly.
2. got double duty.
3. I think I've been caught a few times not performing my best at duties.
4. apparently wasn't strict enough while handling students. *not my fault, they just won't listen :)*


Yea, this much. I'm so freaked out now. nothing is going my way. like nuh-uhh. I wonder what's wrong. and I thought that after exams there won't be anything else. but yea. like so whatever man. it's actually worse than exams.